That afternoon, I made it mine.
The cold snap hit the third week of January. It came down out of Canada like a freight train. Thirty below at night, twenty below during the day, with a wind that cut through a parka like it was a bedsheet.
On Monday evening I called Mom at seven, the way I do every Monday. She didn’t answer. That wasn’t unusual. Sometimes she’s out in the barn with the cats, or she’s turned the TV up too loud for her old ears.
On Tuesday evening, I called again. No answer.
I called three more times. Then I called the Schmidts, the neighbors a mile and a half down the gravel road. Their line was busy. I found out later the cold had knocked out half the phone lines in Wells County.
My husband Steve plows roads for Burleigh County. When it storms, he plows around the clock. That week he’d been out sixteen hours a day, sleeping in four-hour shifts at the county shop.
So on Wednesday morning I called in to the credit union and told my manager I had a family emergency. I filled my gas tank, threw a sleeping bag and a thermos of coffee in the back of my Explorer, and drove out from Bismarck alone.
It’s a hundred and twenty miles from Bismarck to Harvey. On a clear day, I make it in under two hours. That morning, with blowing snow across Highway 200 and drifts creeping onto the shoulders, it took me almost three. I passed two cars in the ditch and one semi jackknifed near Hurdsfield. A state trooper waved me around it.
The whole way, I kept thinking about my father.
Walt Weber farmed that land for forty-seven years. Wheat, sunflowers, a few head of cattle. He was a quiet, square-built man who never missed church and never said a word he didn’t mean. When the doctors told him the cancer had spread, he spent his last good month getting the farm in order. He leased the cropland to the Schmidt boys on a five-year cash rent lease at $95 an acre. He put the house and the home quarter in a living trust so Mom could stay there without anything going through probate. He sat at the kitchen table with our family lawyer in Harvey, Mr. Ostrander, and signed the papers in his careful block letters.
