Linda immediately pulled the cherry wood box toward herself. Across the table. Into her lap. Like she was hiding it.
âNothing,â she said quickly. âNothing, honey. Weâre just talking.â
I reached across the table.
And I took it back.
I lifted it right out of her hands. She didnât fight me. I think she was too shocked.
âNo, Linda,â I said quietly. âI think weâre finally going to talk about something youâve been hiding.â
David looked from his mother to me. Then back again.
âCarol?â he said. âWhat are you talking about? Whatâs in the box?â
I opened the little brass latch.
I lifted the lid.
I took out the photograph.
I turned it over and read the back out loud. I hadnât read it yet myself. I read it for the very first time standing there in my kitchen in front of everybody.
It was Robertâs handwriting. Iâd know it anywhere. Small and neat and slanting slightly to the left, because he was left-handed and always smudged his ink.
My little sister, Linda. I hope someday sheâll come home.
The kitchen went completely silent.
David walked over slowly. He took the photograph from my hand. He stared at the front of it. At the girl with the long dark braid and the crooked smile.
He looked up at his mother.
âMom,â he said. âThatâs you.â
Linda didnât say anything.
She just sat there in my chair, very straight, staring at the wall.
I looked at her.
âWhy,â I said, âis my husband calling you his sister?â
Linda pushed back her chair. It scraped loudly across my kitchen tile.
She stood up.
âI donât want to discuss this,â she said, âin front of everyone.â
Around the table, the relatives were staring. The woman with the curlers had her hand over her mouth. The man in the Kentucky shirt was looking at his cereal bowl like it might help him escape.
âFine,â I said. âThen letâs go into the dining room.â
I walked down the hall to the dining room. Linda followed me.
David followed both of us.
Linda turned around in the doorway and put her hand on his chest.
âDavid,â she said. âPlease. Go back to the kitchen. This doesnât involve you.â
David shook his head.
âIf this involves our family,â he said, âthen it involves me. I want to hear it.â
He stepped past her into the dining room.
I closed the door behind all three of us.
For years, Robert had mentioned a girl heâd grown up with.
Not often. Maybe once or twice a year. Usually around the holidays. Usually after a glass of wine.
Her name was Linda.
His parents had taken her in when she was nine years old. A foster child. Her mother had been an alcoholic, her father had been in prison, and sheâd been passed around between relatives and group homes until a social worker brought her to the Kowalczyk farm in western Pennsylvania.
Robert was sixteen when she came. He told me she was so skinny he could see her ribs. That she didnât talk for the first three weeks. That she hid food under her mattress.
âI taught her to ride a bike,â he said once. âTook her two weeks. She kept falling off and refusing to cry. Tough as nails, that kid.â
She lived with them for six years.
Robert always called her his little sister. Not his foster sister. His sister.
But sheâd left their home as a teenager. Run away, I think, though he never said exactly.
Whenever I asked what happened to her, Robert would get quiet. Heâd look out the window.
âWe lost touch,â heâd say. âI wish we hadnât.â
Thatâs all heâd ever say.
He never showed me a photograph of her.
Or maybe he had, early on, and Iâd forgotten. Forgotten the face of a skinny girl with a braid, whoâd grown up into a tall woman with a silver bob and perfect posture and a PTA voice.
Someone Iâd sat across from at Thanksgiving dinner for six years.
Linda stood by the window of my dining room with her arms crossed tight over her chest. She was staring at the floor.
For a long time, she didnât say anything.
Then she said, very quietly, âRobert was my foster brother.â
David looked stunned.
âMom,â he said. âYou told me you grew up with distant relatives. In Pittsburgh. You said your aunt raised you.â
âI did grow up with distant relatives,â Linda said. âFor a while. Before.â
âYou never said you had a brother.â
âHe wasnât my real brother,â Linda said.
The words stung me.
Even though they werenât aimed at me.
