Thirty days later, we all went back to court.
The prosecutor stood up and told Judge Ellison that the store had been fully repaid. That the store had asked for leniency. That the community had come together.
Dale Pruitt stood up and said the ValueMart had decided to start a food donation bin by the front doors. And that every month, the store would donate unsold groceries to the food pantry at St. Anthony’s. “In honor of Mr. Brennan,” he said. “Corporate approved it yesterday.”
Judge Ellison looked at Walter for a long time.
Then he reduced the charge to a misdemeanor. He sentenced Walter to six months of probation and forty hours of community service.
“Mr. Brennan,” the judge said. “I understand St. Anthony’s food pantry could use some help. Sorting donations. Do you think you could manage that?”
Walter stood up slowly, leaning on his cane.
“Yes, Your Honor,” he said. “I believe I could.”
He did his forty hours at St. Anthony’s food pantry in four weeks.
Then he kept going.
He goes every Tuesday and Thursday morning now. He sits in a folding chair by the front table and greets everybody who comes in. He knows all their names. He asks about their kids. He makes sure the families with children get the peanut butter first.
The volunteers call him The Admiral. Partly because of his cat. Partly because of the way he runs that table.
A few weeks after the second court date, I went over to Sarah’s house on a Thursday evening.
I’d made a peach cobbler. I wanted to drop it off.
The front door was open. I could hear voices inside. Laughing. A radio playing. The clink of dishes.
I knocked on the screen door.
“Come in, Mrs. Daly!” Hazel called.
I came in.
Walter was sitting at Sarah’s kitchen table.
In his good brown cardigan. With his cane hooked over the back of his chair. His gold watch on his wrist. 41 Years of Faithful Service.
Sarah was at the stove, stirring something in a big pot. Spaghetti sauce. It smelled like garlic and tomatoes.
Ben was at the table doing math homework, chewing on his pencil. Hazel was setting out napkins.
There were five plates.
One for Sarah. Three for the kids. And one for Walter.
A real plate this time. With a real person sitting in front of it.
On the windowsill above the sink, there was an old record album propped up against the glass. Ella Fitzgerald Sings the Cole Porter Song Book.
Toby came running in from the living room in his socks. He climbed up onto the chair right next to Walter’s. He kneeled on it so he could reach.
He took Walter’s hand. His small hand in that big old one.
“Grandpa Walter?” he said.
Walter looked down at him.
“Yes, son?”
Toby looked up at him very seriously. The way three-year-olds do when they’ve been thinking about something important.
“You don’t have to bring us anything anymore,” he said.
Walter swallowed.
He looked at Sarah at the stove. She’d stopped stirring. She was watching them.
He looked back down at Toby.
“Then what should I bring?” he asked.
Toby thought about it.
Then he smiled. A huge, gap-toothed, three-year-old smile.
“Just yourself,” he said.
I stood in the doorway holding my peach cobbler and watched Walter smile through his tears.
He squeezed Toby’s hand.
“I can do that,” he said. “I can definitely do that.”
For eleven years, since Ruth died, Walter had lived alone in that house on Maple Street.
He’d opened his curtains at seven every morning. He’d closed them at nine every night. He’d eaten his dinner alone at his kitchen table, listening to the clock tick.
He’d told me, more than once, that he was just waiting. That he’d had a long, good life, and he’d done everything he set out to do, and now he was just waiting for his turn.
“A hundred years old, Margaret,” he’d say. “What’s left for me to give anybody?”
He’d been so wrong.
He’d had so much left to give. A war. Sixty-three years of marriage. A hundred years of stories. A gold watch and a coin collection and two hundred records and the shirt off his back and, in the end, his freedom.
But that wasn’t what that little family needed from him.
They didn’t need his groceries. They didn’t need his sacrifice. They didn’t need him to go to jail for them.
They just needed him to come to dinner.
Sarah set a big bowl of spaghetti down in the middle of the table. She sat down in her own chair.
“Margaret,” she said. “Stay. Please. Hazel, get Mrs. Daly a plate.”
Hazel jumped up and got a sixth plate from the cupboard.
I sat down next to Ben.
Before anybody picked up a fork, Toby climbed up on his knees on his chair again. He looked around the table at all of us.
“Everybody’s home,” he announced.
Then he sat back down and grabbed a meatball with his fingers.
Walter laughed. A big, deep, surprised laugh that I hadn’t heard in eleven years. Since before Ruth.
He looked over at me across the table.
He didn’t say anything.
He didn’t have to.
He’d spent four months convinced he had nothing left to offer anyone except what he could carry out of a store in his coat pockets.
But now he had a family waiting for him at a kitchen table. With a plate with his name on it. And a chair saved by a stuffed bear.
And all they had ever wanted, all along, was for him to come home.
THE END..!
