My thumb hovered over the screen after I hit send.
One night. I could pay for one night. Just get Ruth and Walter into a decent room somewhere. Untangle everything afterward. It was only a few hundred euros.
The instinct felt like kindness.
It also felt very, very familiar.
I put the phone down and called Leena.
She listened while I explained what I wanted to do.
âNina,â she said gently, âif you pay for their room, what does that look like on paper? It looks like the organizer stepping in to cover the businessâs obligations. It looks like you were responsible all along.â
âI just feel so terrible for them.â
âYou can care about them,â she said, âwithout confirming a promise you never made.â
After we hung up, I wrote that sentence on a sheet of paper and taped it to my refrigerator. I knew I was going to need to see it when the next invoice showed up.
That afternoon, I heard from Aunt Irina that my parents had booked a cheaper hotel near the Gare du Nord. Dad paid with his own Visa. Three nights.
They had not been stranded. They had been inconvenienced.
That difference never seemed to make it into the messages theyâd sent to the rest of the family.
Talia took my photograph off the website sometime that afternoon. The Meet Our Team section just disappeared. But Leena had already saved everything, with timestamps.
By evening, three more travelers had contacted me.
A retired couple from Ohio. A widow from Tampa traveling with her sister. A man from San Diego who had booked the trip as a surprise for his wifeâs sixtieth birthday.
Their invoices were all different. One included flights. Another included airport transportation but not airfare. One had a different hotel listed than the one theyâd actually been sent to.
All of them named me.
One of them had also received a separate document, a sort of terms-and-conditions page. It said in bold letters that all customer deposits were held in a separate protected account and would not be touched until suppliers had been paid in full.
I forwarded all of it to Leena.
Then I built a timeline. Every email, every invoice, every phone call. Dates down the left side. Names in the middle. Amounts on the right.
I worked until midnight.
At twelve-fifteen, I realized something. I had just spent the first full day of my vacation doing exactly what I do at work. Following money. Testing accounts. Looking for the place where the story didnât match the paperwork.
Except this time, the account under review belonged to my little sister.
I closed the laptop.
Then I went into the bathroom, turned the shower on as hot as it would go, and cried, because the water was loud enough that I didnât have to hear myself.
On the third day, Dad sent a text asking for a video call.
Leena told me not to make any commitments, not to agree to anything, and to save every message. She suggested I take notes during the call.
I sat at my kitchen table with my notebook open and a pen in my hand.
My parents appeared on the screen in front of beige hotel curtains. The lighting was bad. Dad looked tired. Mom looked like sheâd been crying. Talia sat behind them, on the edge of one of the beds. Her sunglasses were lying on the bedspread beside her.
For one second, I saw the little girl who used to sneak into my room during thunderstorms. Sheâd crawl under my blanket, all cold feet and bony elbows, and whisper, âNina, are you awake?â I always said yes, even when I wasnât.
Then she opened her mouth.
âYouâve made everyone think Iâm a criminal.â
âWhat did you tell them about me, Talia?â
âThat you handled the financial side.â
âWhy would you say that?â
âBecause you know about those things. Numbers and compliance and all of that.â
âThat isnât permission.â
âI was going to ask you.â
âBefore or after you took their money?â
She looked over at Mom.
Dad leaned closer to the camera, so his face filled half the screen.
âThis isnât productive, Nina.â
I ignored him.
âWhy did I have to stay home?â
Nobody answered.
âWhy?â I said again, louder. âWhy did I have to stay home?â
Talia pushed her hair behind her ears. She does that when sheâs about to say something true. Sheâs done it since she was five.
âBecause you would have stopped it.â
The kitchen around me went very, very still. I could hear the refrigerator humming. I could hear a car door slam somewhere outside.
She kept talking, fast, like she couldnât stop now that sheâd started.
She had suppliers waiting to be paid. A guide service. A bus company. A restaurant. There was another group booked for the spring, a bigger one. Once this week went well, once people posted good reviews, the spring deposits would come in and cover the shortfall. Everybody would get what they paid for. It would all work out.
âWhat spring deposits?â I asked.
She stopped.
Dad said, âDonât twist her words.â
âHow many people have paid you, Talia?â
Mom started crying. Big, heaving sobs, her hand over her mouth.
I waited.
For once in my life, her tears didnât become the only thing in the room. For once, I didnât rush to comfort her so everybody could stop feeling uncomfortable.
âHow many?â I said.
Talia stood up and walked out of the frame.
A second later, the call ended.
I sat there until my screen went black. Then I wrote down everything that had been said, word for word, as close as I could remember. I dated it and signed my name at the bottom.
That afternoon, Philippe from the travel agency sent another attachment.
A supplier agreement with a Paris-based tour company. Six pages. On the last page, Talia had signed as Guest Relations Director.
Beneath her name, there was a second signature. Mine. Or something pretending to be mine. It sat under a paragraph that said I personally guaranteed payment of all outstanding balances owed by Volkov Escapes, up to âŹ60,000.
A financial guarantee. With my name on it.
Leena called me as soon as she saw it.
âNina, I need you to think. Does your family have access to anything with your actual signature on it? Anything recent?â
I spent an hour going through my files. Old tax documents where Iâd signed an authorization for Dadâs accountant. A delivery form. An insurance letter from when Iâd helped Mom with a Medicare claim after her knee surgery.
Then I found it.
The payment authorization I had signed for the original vacation package. Back in June. Iâd signed it, scanned it, and emailed it to the agency. And I had copied Dad on the email, because I wanted him to be able to check the travel dates and hotel details.
I put the two pages side by side on my screen.
The same slant. The same loop on the V. The same tiny mark I always make under the last letter, a habit I picked up in high school and never broke.
It was the same signature. Lifted straight off the page.
I had signed a gift for my parentsâ anniversary. They had used it to back a business.
I sent both versions to Leena.
Then I turned off the laptop, turned off the lights, and sat in my dark living room for a long time.
On the fourth evening, I asked Sasha to come over.
Sasha and I met in our first week of college, in a dorm laundry room where we both put red socks in with white sheets. Weâve been best friends for fifteen years. She works as an ER nurse at Northwestern and has seen everything at least twice.
She showed up with two containers of pad see ew from the Thai place on Clark Street and two oranges in her coat pocket.
She didnât ask me to tell her the story from the beginning. She didnât ask me anything at all. We just sat on the sofa and ate noodles out of the containers.
After a while, she looked over at my suitcase, still sitting by the door where Iâd left it four days ago.
âHave you unpacked?â
âNo.â
âDo you want help?â
I thought about it for a long time.
Then I shook my head.
âI still want to go somewhere,â I said. âSomeday. Somewhere.â
âThen leave it packed,â she said.
It was the first thing anybody had said to me in four days that didnât need me to fix something.
I slept almost seven hours that night. The first real sleep since the driveway.
