PART 3
On Tuesday the fifteenth, the wedding album appeared online.
A bridesmaid named Reagan posted sixty-three photographs from the Chadborn Club. With a little heart. Best night ever.
I’m not proud of it. But I looked at every single one.
White hydrangeas. Linen tablecloths the color of sand. Blythe’s dress with a long lace train. My son looking handsome and nervous and happy. The way his father looked at our wedding.
Then I came to the cake.
Three white tiers.
And on top, instead of a little bride and groom, there was a tiny sugar cottage. Gray shingles. A wraparound porch.
And a blue front door.
My house. On top of their wedding cake.
I enlarged the picture with two fingers. I stared at that little blue door for a long time.
Nile painted the real one himself in 2001. It took three coats.
Two photos later, I found table number three.
And sitting there in a lilac jacket, raising a champagne glass, was Anoria Endicott.
Anoria is eighty-six. She’s lived next door to me on the point for thirty years.
Anoria had been at my son’s wedding.
I had not.
Under the toast photo, somebody had left a comment.
So sorry your mom couldn’t make it, Cullen. Hope she’s feeling better!
Feeling better.
I read it twice.
I hadn’t had so much as a sniffle since March.
So that was the story going around that room. Not that the groom’s mother wasn’t invited.
That she was sick. Too frail to drive twenty minutes to Bington.
It was just for close friends, Mom. People with status.
And the people with status had been told I was dying.
My house was on the cake.
I wasn’t even on the list.
On Wednesday the sixteenth, at ten in the morning, I was sitting on the front porch with my coffee when I heard the bell buoy clanging hard out past the rocks. The wind had swung northeast overnight.
Then I heard tires on the gravel.
A white SUV pulled into my drive. Followed by a van that said CAIN LOCK AND KEY.
Laurelai Havstock stepped out of the SUV in white linen trousers and enormous sunglasses. Like she was arriving at a yacht race.
A man in his forties climbed out of the van with a toolbox. He looked at the house. Then at me on the porch. And I watched him read the situation before anybody said a word.
“This is my daughter’s house,” Laurelai told him. Pointing at my front door. “She’s away. We need it opened.”
“Sure, ma’am,” he said. “I’m Dermit. I’ll just need to see ID with this address on it. Or a deed.”
“I’m her mother.”
“Yes, ma’am. Does your daughter get mail here?”
Laurelai didn’t answer.
I stood up.
“I’m Saraphina Tumi,” I said. “I own this house. I can show you my license and my tax bill, if it helps.”
Dermit Cain looked at Laurelai. Then at me.
Then he set his toolbox back in his van.
“No proof of address, no service,” he said. “Sorry, ma’am. Not my first family fight.”
“Would you like a cup of coffee, Mr. Cain?”
He smiled for the first time.
“Thank you, no. You have a good day, Mrs. Tumi.”
Laurelai watched his van back out. Her face had gone very still. The way mine does.
Then she turned to leave. And she stopped at the edge of my lawn. And she looked over at Anoria’s house. At the old iron gate between the hedges.
“The Endicott gate still sticks, I see,” she said.
She got in her car and left.
I stood there holding my cup.
How on earth did Laurelai Havstock of Bington know that Anoria’s gate stuck?
That evening, Blythe called me from Hawaii.
I almost didn’t answer. Then I did. Because she’s my son’s wife now. Whether I was there to see it or not.
“Mrs. Tumi.”
Her voice was small and wet.
“Please. My mother is so upset. She’ll never forgive me if this goes wrong.”
“If what goes wrong, Blythe?”
“Everything’s planned for after Saturday the twenty-sixth—”
She stopped short. Like somebody who’d stepped on a loose board.
“I mean coming home. Just coming home.”
“What’s planned for the twenty-sixth?”
“Nothing. Please don’t make this ugly. Cullen’s really hurt.”
Cullen was really hurt.
I was the one who found out from a stranger’s comment that I was supposed to be sick.
But I didn’t say that.
“I hope you’re enjoying the beach, Blythe,” I said. “Wear sunscreen.”
Everything’s planned for after Saturday.
Something was waiting for me on the twenty-sixth.
And apparently, I was the only person who hadn’t been told what.
On Thursday the seventeenth, at a quarter to four, the phone rang again.
Miles Havstock.
I’d given him my card at the engagement dinner. He’s the kind of man who keeps cards.
“Saraphina,” he said. Calm. Polite. Careful. Like a man walking across a dock he isn’t sure will hold. “I’ll be direct. Is there some kind of problem with the paperwork?”
“Which paperwork?”
A pause. I could hear a radio behind him. A forklift beeping. The sounds of a boatyard.
“For the house,” he said. “Cullen told me back in June it was done. Signed.”
I didn’t say anything.
In my old job, when a number doesn’t add up, the best thing you can do is let the other person keep talking.
“I made some decisions based on that,” Miles said.
“What decisions?”
“Business decisions. Family decisions.” He cleared his throat. “Is it signed or isn’t it?”
“There is no signed paperwork, Miles,” I said. “There never was.”
The silence on that line went on so long I checked whether the call had dropped.
“I see,” he finally said. Very quietly.
And he hung up.
I sat on my porch step with the phone in my lap.
Signed.
He’d used that exact word. And Cullen’s half sentence came back to me.
Miles thinks it’s done.
There was only one piece of paper in the whole world my son could possibly mean.
And it wasn’t at the point.
It was in a drawer in my front hall in Cranston. Where I’d put it in March.
Where, as far as I knew, nobody had ever touched it.
That night, I lay awake replaying a Sunday in April. Frame by frame. The way you replay a fender bender to figure out who rolled the stop sign.
April twelfth. Cullen came to dinner in Cranston alone. Blythe had a work thing.
I made lasagna. His father’s favorite. He ate two helpings.
During coffee, my phone rang. Nile’s sister, calling from Florida about her hip. She’s not a woman who can be rushed.
I took the call in the kitchen. Almost ten minutes.
When I came back, Cullen was standing in the front hall. By the little table where I keep my keys and my mail.
He said he was looking for a pen.
He was cheerful the rest of the night. Strangely cheerful.
When he left, he hugged me twice. Once at the door. Once at his car.
Cullen hasn’t hugged anybody twice since he was eight years old.
In May, he started asking odd questions. What kind of wedding gifts do families like ours give? Do you still use the same lawyer? Is Mort Gilman still practicing?
I thought he was making conversation.
I thought he was growing up.
At five the next morning, I got in my car and drove north to Cranston in the dark.
I let myself into my house at ten minutes to seven on Friday the eighteenth. The kitchen still smelled a little like Sunday’s coffee.
I went straight to the little table in the front hall. I opened the drawer.
The envelope was right where I’d left it. A long cream envelope from the law office of Mort Gilman.
On the front, in his secretary’s neat printing:
GIFT DEED — 14 WICKET POINT ROAD — FOR SIGNATURE.
Here’s what was inside. And here’s the secret I’d kept from everyone.
In March, I’d asked Mort to draw up a deed giving my beach house to my son.
All of it. The porch Nile built. The blue door. The view of the buoy. The one point nine four million dollars.
The deed was dated March eighteenth. It named Cullen Tumi as the one receiving it.
The line for my signature was blank. So was the notary box.
And clipped to the top with a paper clip was a small square of paper torn off a lumber pad. Written in pencil, in Nile’s blocky capitals.
I found it in his tool chest in 2012. A week after the funeral.
FOR THE BOY WHEN HE MARRIES. — N.
That was my plan.
That spring, Cullen told me they’d probably get married next summer. So I meant to sign that deed the week of his wedding. And hand it to him. In his suit. With his father’s note on top. In front of everybody who loved him.
Then I turned the envelope over.
The flap had been slit clean. With a knife or a letter opener.
And then sealed back shut with clear Scotch tape.
I have never taped an envelope in my life. I lick them. I’m old-fashioned that way.
He read it on April twelfth. In the ten minutes I was on the phone with his aunt.
He read his father’s note before I ever got the chance to hand it to him.
And then I understood all of it.
My son didn’t keep me away from his wedding in spite of the gift.
He kept me away because of it.
He’d already seen it. He didn’t need me there to give it to him.
He just needed me not to be there to ask questions.
