PART 2
Daisy glanced uneasily toward the unlit hallway beyond my door. “Does Austin already know we discovered this letter?”
“No, sweetheart, he doesn’t know anything about it,” I answered.
“Will you tell him when tomorrow comes?” she asked.
I studied the folded message resting inside my hand.
Brandon had carefully placed his letter within a small protective plastic sleeve before hiding it among the teddy bear’s stuffing, keeping the ink safe from moisture and showing how deliberately he had prepared everything. He must have believed that one day, someone close to him would uncover the message.
And most importantly, he had specifically mentioned Austin.
“I haven’t decided what the right thing to do is,” I admitted.
Daisy rested her head against my shoulder, and for several quiet minutes we stayed together, listening to the rain falling outside.
Finally, she whispered, “I just don’t want you feeling lonely all over again, Mom.”
The sweetness and concern in her young voice almost brought tears to my eyes.
“You don’t ever have to worry about me being alone,” I assured her, kissing her hair. “I have you and all your wonderful sisters beside me.”
“And Austin is here for us too,” she added.
My eyes returned to the folded letter.
“Yes,” I answered carefully. “Austin is here too.”
For the first time in five years, I began questioning whether someone offering comfort and someone genuinely keeping us safe were necessarily the same thing.
Once Daisy was comfortably settled back in her bedroom, I understood that sleeping again that night would be impossible.
I carried Brandon’s message downstairs, spread it across our wooden kitchen table beneath the warm ceiling light, and reread every sentence until I practically knew the entire letter by heart.
“Please do not accept the first police report.”
The first official report had been prepared by Deputy Austin Parker himself.
He was among the earliest officers to arrive at the accident location that stormy evening, and he had personally telephoned me from the station to deliver the heartbreaking news.
Speaking gently, he explained that the severe weather had made the mountain crossing exceptionally d@ngerous and suggested Brandon had probably been traveling too quickly for the slippery conditions.
During the funeral, Austin had supported me when I could barely remain standing.
After another powerful winter storm d@maged our wooden gate, he arrived to repair it without being asked.
He had spent countless evenings sitting at this very table with my daughters, patiently guiding them through challenging mathematics assignments when my grief made even simple tasks difficult to understand.
Whenever Daisy experienced frightening dreams about the accident, Austin came over to inspect our doors and windows, reassuring the girls that their home was secure.
When entering my sons’ empty bedroom felt unbearable, he carefully helped me sort their belongings and place their favorite clothes and toys into storage.
He remained patient through my emotional withdrawal, understanding whenever frustration overwhelmed me, and consistently compassionate during moments when I struggled to offer kindness in return.
Somewhere along the way, Austin had become far more important to our family than an ordinary friend.
How could someone who had supported us so faithfully during our most difficult years possibly be connected to the troubling secret Brandon had left behind?
By six that morning, I had slipped the letter into a small envelope, tucked it safely inside my coat, and reached a decision.
I needed to visit the northern curve of that mountain trail myself.
The old mountain route was less than an hour from our house, although I had intentionally stayed away from the area ever since Brandon’s accident.
Two years earlier, we had sold the family cabin because returning there was too emotionally difficult for my daughters, and I had believed there would never be another reason to visit.
Now I had a very important reason.
I waited until my daughters had gotten ready and arrived safely at their respective schools. Daisy begged to accompany me, but I gently insisted that I needed to investigate alone, promising I would telephone her before lunchtime.
The morning was cold and gray as I drove toward the mountains, my hands gripping the steering wheel with nervous determination.
Dark mountain summits rose ahead beneath a heavy layer of clouds, their rocky slopes covered with towering evergreens and familiar formations Brandon could have identified instantly.
He used to recognize every curve along the trail by remembering distinctive boulders and unusual twists in the nearby creek.
During the early years of our relationship, he frequently teased me about how quickly I became confused whenever we traveled somewhere unfamiliar.
“You depend far too heavily on road signs, Hannah,” he would joke, smiling affectionately.
“That’s because signs exist to help people find their destinations, Brandon,” I would answer.
“I don’t need them because I already know exactly where we’re heading,” he would declare proudly.
“You tell me that every time we head into these woods,” I would remind him, laughing.
“And how many times have I actually gotten us lost?” he would challenge.
I would smile and shake my head. “You really are impossible.”
“But somehow, you still married me,” he would respond with a laugh.
“Yes, even after seeing all those obvious warning signs,” I would tease.
The warmth of that memory disappeared as I reached the familiar turn leading into the hills.
Workers had resurfaced the mountain road after the accident, leaving stretches of dark asphalt contrasting with the weathered gray pavement nearby.
A sturdy steel guardrail had also been installed around the sharpest curve, separating passing vehicles from the steep hillside descending toward a rocky creek concealed by thick vegetation.
I parked on the gravel shoulder, switched off my engine, and stepped outside into the chilly mountain morning.
The air carried the earthy scent of wet soil and pine, and somewhere far below, I could faintly hear water flowing through the ravine.
I unfolded the printed map I had taken from my desk before leaving home. Brandon’s blue survey marker did not appear on ordinary road maps, although I remembered him once explaining that county inspectors sometimes placed painted metal posts near areas undergoing structural assessments. I slowly followed the shoulder, checking each curve while studying the surrounding trees for anything that stood out.
Almost twenty minutes passed without me discovering anything unusual.
Just when I considered returning to my vehicle, a faint patch of faded blue paint caught my attention on the trunk of an old oak.
Moss and dark streaks left by years of rain nearly concealed it.
I carefully crossed beyond the guardrail and began descending the damp, uneven hillside. Mud shifted beneath my boots, and low branches caught against my coat, forcing me to stop several times and reconsider whether continuing was sensible.
Then something blue appeared between the rocks.
A short metal stake stood embedded in the ground beside several large boulders. Most of its original blue paint had weathered away, but enough remained visible beneath the dirt to identify its distinctive color.
I crouched beside the marker and examined it carefully.
The post displayed no obvious writing, identifying dates, or compartments.
But immediately behind it, beneath a covering of fallen autumn leaves, I noticed a small metal container marked by years of rust.
My heartbeat quickened as I reached toward it.
The container was compact enough to fit inside my palm, and its hinged cover was held closed by a loop of thick wire that had gradually loosened with age.
I carefully removed the wire and opened the lid.
Inside were a folded topographical map, an old brass key, and a small photograph.
The moment I saw the picture, I recognized it, and emotion tightened my throat.
Brandon was standing beside our family vehicle outside the cabin, one arm resting comfortably on the hood while our three boys smiled excitedly in front of him. Someone had taken that photograph only several weeks before their final trip.
I remembered that particular afternoon because the boys had been laughing and arguing about who would sit beside their father during the drive home, until Brandon jokingly announced that everyone might have to walk if they couldn’t agree.
With trembling hands, I turned the picture over.
On its reverse side, Brandon had written a date followed by a puzzling combination of numbers and letters.
“October 14 — 7:30 p.m. — C-17”
The date was precisely three days before the accident.
Beneath the mysterious code, four additional words appeared in smaller handwriting: “Check the maintenance log.”
Suddenly, I heard the distinct cracking of a branch somewhere among the trees above.
I stood immediately and searched the surrounding woods.
For an anxious moment, I imagined someone might be watching from the road, but there was nobody along the deserted shoulder. Wisps of mist floated between the trees, and a lone crow suddenly flew from an overhead branch, calling loudly as it disappeared.
I gathered the photograph, map, and key, placed them carefully inside my handbag, and made my way back up the muddy slope toward the car.
Once I was safely inside with the doors locked, I finally managed to relax my breathing.
A clearly stamped marking appeared along the brass key: C-17.
I couldn’t imagine what it might unlock.
Rather than immediately returning home, I drove toward the public library in downtown Cedar Falls. Its historical collections occupied a peaceful room behind the main reading section, where the senior librarian, Mrs. Gable, welcomed me with a familiar smile.
“Hannah, what a lovely surprise to see you,” she said warmly. “It really has been much too long.”
“I need to find county road maintenance documents from approximately five years ago,” I explained.
Her welcoming expression shifted into gentle concern. “Is there a particular road you’re interested in?”
“The northern mountain crossing near our former cabin trail,” I replied.
She studied me briefly, apparently sensing the importance of my request, but kindly avoided asking personal questions. “Most of those records should be accessible through the county’s digital archive, although some older documents might require additional authorization.”
“I would be incredibly grateful if you could help me find whatever is available,” I told her.
We spent nearly an hour seated together at a library computer, reviewing numerous maintenance schedules and archived reports.
Eventually, we located the designation C-17 within municipal work records created several weeks before the acc!dent. The documents identified C-17 as a major drainage culvert installed beside the trail’s sharp northern curve.
According to the county database, inspectors had examined that particular culvert twice within one month.
The first inspection described the drainage system as clear and functioning properly.
But a follow-up assessment submitted two weeks afterward reported a serious blockage and recommended urgent structural maintenance.
Another entry, dated three days later, stated that the necessary repairs had been finished and officially approved.
Strangely, however, the required identification number for the responsible contractor was missing.
Mrs. Gable leaned toward the computer screen and frowned thoughtfully. “Well, that certainly isn’t normal.”
“What makes it unusual?” I asked.
“County maintenance records are supposed to identify the registered contractor or maintenance team responsible for completing each assignment,” she explained. “Leaving that information empty doesn’t follow standard procedure.”
“Could somebody simply have forgotten to enter the number?” I suggested.
“It’s certainly possible, although these records are usually checked carefully because of the county’s legal responsibilities,” she replied.
I continued studying the entries, wondering how they might connect to Brandon’s message.
“Are there any additional documents associated with that location?” I asked.
Mrs. Gable searched several older archive folders until she discovered a formal complaint submitted by Samuel Vance, a former county road surveyor.
His written complaint explained that the northern curve had experienced repeated drainage problems, allowing dangerous amounts of water to gather along the roadway. More troublingly, the document alleged that someone had deliberately taken down a temporary warning sign before the required repairs were completed.
I felt an uneasy chill as I examined those statements.
“Who submitted this complaint originally?” I asked.
“Samuel Vance,” Mrs. Gable replied, reading the document. “Apparently, he worked as a senior inspector in the county engineering department for more than ten years.”
“Does he still work there?” I asked.
She searched the employee records before shaking her head. “No. According to this information, he unexpectedly resigned five years ago, around the same period as Brandon’s accident.”
“Is there a telephone number or forwarding address where I could contact him?” I asked.
Mrs. Gable paused thoughtfully before rising from her chair. “I’ll see whether our older staff directories contain anything useful.”
Several minutes later, she returned with a handwritten telephone number on a small sheet of paper.
“Samuel moved to another state not long after leaving his position,” she explained quietly. “This appears to be the last contact number he provided to our staff.”
I immediately saved the number in my phone.
As I prepared to leave, another question occurred to me, and I turned toward her again. “Mrs. Gable, do you remember whether Brandon ever visited this library to examine these same records before the acc!dent?”
She slowly nodded, sadness crossing her expression as the memory returned. “Actually, yes. He came here approximately one week before that storm.”
My stomach tightened with nervous anticipation. “Why didn’t anyone ever tell me he had been here?”
“I naturally assumed he would have mentioned it to you himself,” she replied gently. “He requested those exact drainage records we’ve just reviewed. I remember he seemed deeply concerned about what he discovered, although he wasn’t angry, only noticeably frustrated.”
“Did he explain exactly what he was trying to discover?” I asked.
“Not specifically, but I distinctly remember him asking whether we maintained public documents concerning privately owned access roads in the mountains,” she recalled.
“Privately owned access roads?” I echoed.
“Yes. There’s an old gravel service route running behind the northern curve,” she explained. “It connects to a utility building and an abandoned communications tower. Most people living here have no idea it’s there.”
“Would my husband have been familiar with it?” I asked.
“Hannah, Brandon spent nearly his entire life exploring those woods,” she reminded me. “He understood those trails better than practically anyone around here.”
I expressed my sincere gratitude to Mrs. Gable for everything she had uncovered before returning to my vehicle.
When I arrived home, I was surprised to discover Austin waiting on my front porch.
He immediately rose when my car stopped, looking both visibly relieved and deeply worried. Austin had always been exceptionally skilled at recognizing even the smallest changes in my mood, so I deliberately kept my expression calm as I approached the porch steps.
“Hannah, I’ve been texting you all day, and you haven’t responded to anything,” he said worriedly.
“I had several things to take care of at the library,” I answered evenly.
“Are you feeling all right?” he asked, carefully examining my expression.
It sounded like such an ordinary question from someone who had supported me through five difficult years.
I lowered my shoulder bag beside the entrance. “Is there some reason I shouldn’t be all right, Austin?”
“You seemed unusually quiet and upset when I saw you earlier this morning,” he explained.
“I didn’t sleep very well last night, and I’m feeling exhausted,” I replied.
“Has something happened to Daisy?” he asked softly.
“No, Daisy is doing perfectly fine,” I assured him.
He watched me silently before asking, “Then what’s making you so worried?”
For one overwhelming moment, I nearly confronted him about everything.
I wanted to show him Brandon’s message and demand an explanation for his name appearing in it, for the warning about the original police report, and for his connection to the blue survey marker.
But something inside me urged caution.
Maybe it was the strange coincidence of finding him waiting at my house before I had contacted him.
Perhaps it was the unsettling discovery of that weathered metal container concealed beneath the mountain road.
Or maybe Brandon’s unexpected message had simply made me question everything I had accepted as true.
“I had a really upsetting dream about Brandon last night,” I said quietly, concealing the rest of the truth.
Austin’s forehead creased with sympathy. “Was it about the accident?”
“Yes,” I acknowledged, which wasn’t entirely untrue.
He gently reached for my hand, but despite his familiar touch, I felt my fingers tighten involuntarily.
“You should have called me, Hannah,” he told me gently. “You know I would have come straight over if you needed someone.”
“I know you would,” I answered.
“And I truly mean that,” he continued. “Whatever is troubling you, you don’t need to face it without support.”
I raised my eyes toward him.
His expression seemed sincere, concerned, and painfully familiar. He wore the dark green canvas jacket I had given him for his birthday two years earlier, complete with the small repaired tear near its sleeve that I had stitched myself while he prepared coffee in my kitchen.
Five years of kindness, companionship, and growing affection couldn’t simply disappear because of one unexpected letter.
But neither could I pretend that Brandon’s message meant nothing.
“Austin, did you personally take part in the investigation into Brandon’s accident five years ago?” I asked.
My abrupt question clearly surprised him.
“Of course I was there,” he answered, blinking uncertainly. “I was among the first officers who arrived that evening.”
“Were you personally responsible for preparing the final investigation report?” I continued.
“No. I submitted my statement to the primary investigator, but Detective Miller was responsible for managing the official case,” he clarified.
“Were you aware of serious drainage problems near the road’s northern curve?” I asked.
For a brief instant, something tense and uncomfortable passed across his face before his expression settled again.
The change lasted barely a second, and I might never have noticed if I hadn’t been studying him so closely.
“Why would you suddenly be asking about something like that?” he replied, sounding uneasy.
“I’m trying to understand what actually happened to my husband and children,” I explained.
“Hannah, there was a devastating storm, and a terrible accident happened,” he answered firmly.
“That’s the explanation you’ve given me all these years,” I reminded him.
“Because that’s what the available evidence supported,” he insisted.
“Was there a blue survey post positioned near that particular curve?” I asked quietly.
His fingers loosened around mine, and his eyes widened with unmistakable surprise.
For the first time since we had become close, Austin appeared genuinely unsettled.
“Why are you suddenly talking about a survey marker?” he asked, stumbling over his words.
I gently withdrew my hand from his.
He immediately noticed the movement, and disappointment crossed his face.
“Hannah,” he asked in a pleading voice, “what exactly did you discover today?”
I desperately wanted him to explain everything, but I remembered Daisy’s frightened expression and the promise I had made to keep my daughters safe.
“I don’t completely understand what I’ve discovered,” I answered carefully.
Austin moved slightly away, and his expression became noticeably more serious.
“That mountain road can be extremely unsafe, Hannah,” he warned. “You shouldn’t have gone exploring there without someone accompanying you.”
“I was perfectly capable of taking care of myself,” I replied.
“You might have lost your footing on that steep hillside,” he pointed out.
“But I didn’t, Austin,” I answered sharply.
“I’m not trying to tell you what you’re allowed to do,” he protested.
“I didn’t suggest that you were,” I responded.
His expression filled with genuine sadness. “You’re staring at me as though you don’t recognize the person standing here.”
“Right now, I’m wondering how well I’ve really understood you,” I admitted before I could reconsider my words.
Austin became motionless, looking at me with unmistakable disbelief and hurt.
For several uncomfortable moments, neither of us spoke.
“If you truly suspect I was involved in something wrong concerning your family, please ask me directly,” he said at last.
“Were you involved?” I asked.
His face turned pale. “Involved in what?”
“Did you make any decisions back then that you knew were wrong?” I pressed.
He glanced toward the peaceful street before answering. “This isn’t a conversation we should have outside.”
“Why shouldn’t we discuss it here?” I asked.
“Because your daughters will be returning from school soon, and they don’t deserve to witness an argument between us,” he explained.
“We’re not having an argument, Austin,” I replied coolly.
“No,” he agreed, retrieving his keys from the porch railing. “I suppose we aren’t. Not yet.”
“Where are you planning to go?” I asked as he approached the stairs.
“I’m going directly to the police department,” he replied.
“What do you need to do there?” I asked.
“I want to retrieve the original investigation documents from the archives,” he explained.
“Is that even possible after five years?” I asked.
“I can make a formal request to examine them,” he answered.
“And will you genuinely follow through?” I challenged.
He paused at the bottom step and looked back at me, his expression filled with regret.
